A new year with added newness

Peter, dont know what to write, but you have seriously rocked my world, turned my balance onto quiver and opened my heart to feelings that I have not had for 14 years.

Dont get me wrong I have been in love since Anthony. I have loved all my partners without exception, even if during the breakups I wondered how much. But this feeling of absolute fear that I have found the perfect mate and he may only be fleeting has me in turmoil.

I dont believe in love at first sight, but I do believe in recognising a soulmate at first sight. I didnt start falling in love with you for 24 hours. I am seriously, totally and honestly in a place that is pure and true. I know the feelings are irrational, and its not even 7 days yet but... I am all yours- entirely.