So, anyway- what is, who is, how is a 'Sabbieh' ???

As an intermediate post, I thought I should quickly mention the origin of my mIRC nickname from 1995, which I have used to name my blog.

The first man I truly loved, (and it took a few years after the split for me to understand that I was in love with him truly, madly and deeply) is Maltese. My life took me on a journey where I moved to Malta supposedly for a short time, but I met Anthony and moved back to live for almost a year, jeez was it really that short a relationship? (well no actually, that relationaship is still strong, and now it is experienced over a great distance and has become a deep seated love of a person who I am not 'in' a relationship with. )

So, 'Sabbieh' (Sar BEE) is an endearment, literally the masculine form of 'beautiful' and my Ant used to call me that or dudu (doo-doo literally means bug).

When I reflect on naming my IRC nick or my blog this I am aware that some people may see it as a bit conceited, but its actually a link to my past and present, and defines who I feel inside, I will always feel like Ants Sabbieh!