Oh dear, bad dream
Boo hoo,
I had a TERRIBLE dream last night, I was inside my house, but it wasn't Strathpine, it was just a house, but in the dream I know it was home you know.. And there was a knock on the door, and I went to open the door and two bad men came in and ran at me and killed me…I remember I wanted to fight them and conquer them and I tried to fight them off, but I was weak, I went down on the ground quickly and they hit my head and killed me,. I tried to scream, but didn’t have time.
It was a very short dream, like 5 seconds., and I woke up feeling really terrible. It was the second time I have dreamt of being killed by someone.. The last time was years ago- maybe 5 years ago, and that house was like a Heidi house in the mountains in New Zealand, and I was knifed in the laundry by one mad-man. That was also a very vivid and violent and brief dream.
I did not like it at all.
I am trying to think what it all means in my head. Perhaps although it was a distasteful dream, it may have been manifestation about other things, like running out of time to do things in general. About living alone maybe? Maybe even unhappiness in my job (which is a good job, but I am not challenged, its all very mundane- like living in a plain house doing nothing and waiting for death)
Or maybe its even inner feelings of weakness to do with being less confident on the inside than I appear on the outside. Like you know how happy I have been for ages, then it only took meeting Kym for me to totally lose the plot and be all poor me poor me… and to be honest he is a selfish man with no sincerity.. ….. still the feeling of being killed by a total stranger who was hurting me to death for no reason, well, it's just bizarre,…
I had a TERRIBLE dream last night, I was inside my house, but it wasn't Strathpine, it was just a house, but in the dream I know it was home you know.. And there was a knock on the door, and I went to open the door and two bad men came in and ran at me and killed me…I remember I wanted to fight them and conquer them and I tried to fight them off, but I was weak, I went down on the ground quickly and they hit my head and killed me,. I tried to scream, but didn’t have time.
It was a very short dream, like 5 seconds., and I woke up feeling really terrible. It was the second time I have dreamt of being killed by someone.. The last time was years ago- maybe 5 years ago, and that house was like a Heidi house in the mountains in New Zealand, and I was knifed in the laundry by one mad-man. That was also a very vivid and violent and brief dream.
I did not like it at all.
I am trying to think what it all means in my head. Perhaps although it was a distasteful dream, it may have been manifestation about other things, like running out of time to do things in general. About living alone maybe? Maybe even unhappiness in my job (which is a good job, but I am not challenged, its all very mundane- like living in a plain house doing nothing and waiting for death)
Or maybe its even inner feelings of weakness to do with being less confident on the inside than I appear on the outside. Like you know how happy I have been for ages, then it only took meeting Kym for me to totally lose the plot and be all poor me poor me… and to be honest he is a selfish man with no sincerity.. ….. still the feeling of being killed by a total stranger who was hurting me to death for no reason, well, it's just bizarre,…
posted by Ed at 11:15 am
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